Tuesday, August 17, 2010

This is how emo i am..

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Weak

I feel so weak at this moment of my life. Things just not going right and bad news keep coming to me. Shit you ppl who makes me miserable. Right now, i just feel like living in my own world for the 2 weeks. I don't feel like texting anyone, or even going out to meet ppl. I just wanna cry out all my pain. and yes, i can be very ignorant at this point. I'm sorry if my ignorance hurt you at this moment. Just give me some time.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Comforting Sounds


I don't feel alright
In spite of these comforting sounds
You make
I don't feel alright
Because you make promises
That you break
Into your house
Why don't we share our solitude?
Nothing is pure anymore but solitude
It's hard to make sense
Feels as if I'm sensing you
Through a lens
If someone else comes
I'll just sit here listening to the drums
Previously I never called it solitude
And probably you know
All the dirty shows I've put on
Blunted and exhausted like anyone
Honestly I tried to avoid it
Honestly
Back when we were kids
We would always know when to stop
And now all the good kids are
Messing up
Nobody has gained or
Accomplished anything

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I'm Sad

Yes i'm sad. Too many reasons to sad. It doesn't seems like a bi-polar anymore. This has become some habit of mine. Screw it.

Secret Keeper

Can you be my secret keeper? I just need someone to talk to. Someone who won't betray me like they do.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Picture of the day!


I somehow love this pic..i look so cute...teehee~

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and this is my new idol, MYLES KENNEDY!! HE ROCKZ!!! <3

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Tired??

Am i getting tired? or this is just me who can't remain at the same spot for such a long period? I've been thinking am i doing the right thing or i'm just doing it for the sake of everyone....I don't feel happy even though i have so many things around me, but still, i'm not happy with my life. I tried to tell myself that I should be happy but it will never last long. I'm afraid of dark. I never like to be alone. But the unhappiness makes me feel so comfy in my own corner and night is what i'm waiting for.