Fragile

At times when it hurts so bad you cant do anything .You tell yourself no more not another time but as soon as soon as your better, you're right back at it. You ask yourself why you do this every time...You just don’t understand. People have been telling you for months that you need help. The people that know you the real you.This isn’t the real you......you know it. You can feel it. The lying. The addiction. The lack of pride you have for your body and self. It’s not you. How does it feel to be trash now that you are trash,and now you are truly trash.You are not trash this is not you. You know how this started a young women lost within her broken hearted emotions. You just know you don’t know how to stop it. You now need help....lots of help. Cause sitting here, you're itching to do it again. You don’t wanna be like this forever.

I Cry

Sometimes when I'm alone

I Cry,

Cause I am on my own.

The tears I cry are bitter and warm.

They flow with life but take no form

I Cry because my heart is torn.

I find it difficult to carry on.

If I had an ear to confide in,

I would cry among my treasured friend,

but who do you know that stops that long,

to help another carry on.

The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.

Then to stop and see what makes one cry,

so painful and sad.

And sometimes...

I Cry

and no one cares about why.

Teenage Dream

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

[Chorus]
Yoooouuu
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

Drawing

You drew ladybird and roses. Both look pretty ;)

This is how emo i am..

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Weak

I feel so weak at this moment of my life. Things just not going right and bad news keep coming to me. Shit you ppl who makes me miserable. Right now, i just feel like living in my own world for the 2 weeks. I don't feel like texting anyone, or even going out to meet ppl. I just wanna cry out all my pain. and yes, i can be very ignorant at this point. I'm sorry if my ignorance hurt you at this moment. Just give me some time.

Comforting Sounds

I don't feel alright

In spite of these comforting sounds
You make
I don't feel alright
Because you make promises
That you break
Into your house
Why don't we share our solitude?
Nothing is pure anymore but solitude
It's hard to make sense
Feels as if I'm sensing you
Through a lens
If someone else comes
I'll just sit here listening to the drums
Previously I never called it solitude
And probably you know
All the dirty shows I've put on
Blunted and exhausted like anyone
Honestly I tried to avoid it
Honestly
Back when we were kids
We would always know when to stop
And now all the good kids are
Messing up
Nobody has gained or
Accomplished anything

I'm Sad

Yes i'm sad. Too many reasons to sad. It doesn't seems like a bi-polar anymore. This has become some habit of mine. Screw it.

Secret Keeper

Can you be my secret keeper? I just need someone to talk to. Someone who won't betray me like they do.

Picture of the day!

I somehow love this pic..i look so cute...teehee~

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and this is my new idol, MYLES KENNEDY!! HE ROCKZ!!! <3

Tired??

Am i getting tired? or this is just me who can't remain at the same spot for such a long period? I've been thinking am i doing the right thing or i'm just doing it for the sake of everyone....I don't feel happy even though i have so many things around me, but still, i'm not happy with my life. I tried to tell myself that I should be happy but it will never last long. I'm afraid of dark. I never like to be alone. But the unhappiness makes me feel so comfy in my own corner and night is what i'm waiting for.