Fragile

At times when it hurts so bad you cant do anything .You tell yourself no more not another time but as soon as soon as your better, you're right back at it. You ask yourself why you do this every time...You just don’t understand. People have been telling you for months that you need help. The people that know you the real you.This isn’t the real you......you know it. You can feel it. The lying. The addiction. The lack of pride you have for your body and self. It’s not you. How does it feel to be trash now that you are trash,and now you are truly trash.You are not trash this is not you. You know how this started a young women lost within her broken hearted emotions. You just know you don’t know how to stop it. You now need help....lots of help. Cause sitting here, you're itching to do it again. You don’t wanna be like this forever.