Rainy Day

These few days the weather had been hot n cold. At one point I feel like melting and now I feel like wrapping myself like a kebab. I was supposed to go for my tutorial class at 5pm but looks like God doesn't want me to go by "crying so hard". Staying at home for almost whole day kills me!! I feel groggy to the point I wanna puke @.@ Someone please save me from this emotion...=(

*psst : i'm missing missing you*

Heartbreak Warfare

Lightning strikes
Inside, my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really every wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?

Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare.

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?

Just say so...

How come the only way to know how high you get me
is to see how far I fall
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me
but I can't break free at all.

It's a heartbreak...

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you lay your weapon down
Red wine and ambien
You're talking shit again, it's heartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak warfare.

A Friend in Need?

Never do things out of guilt. It hurts the other party. Everything you said or do looks so fake to me. I'm sorry.

I Missed

them...

Love My Weekend

After few days of not seeing him, finally we get to hang out on a beautiful saturday...we went for shopping and last minute i decided not to go for my uncle dinner so that I can spend more time with him..I know you're gonna have your exam soon so it's better for you to have fun while you're still on the free-mode =p

So yeah, after dinner he drop by my house and HOHOHO!!! He saw my messy bedroom....yaikz!! *pai seh pai seh* I love how we spent our quality time together a.k.a so-called "make out" session..hahaha *inside joke* It's just so funny that how things always turn out to be and that makes me fall deeper and deeper for you..we can be so random at times and I treasure every memories I have with you =) Well my friends have been telling me about how things will be after 6 months, but in my mind, i have faith in us...

So let's pray hard that we won't get paranoid during and after 6 months XD

Strange

I was so frust today that i just shut everyone out of my world.

I have the hatred feeling like adrenaline rush...

and all I think about was, how come you don't understand me after so long?

I fee like I have no one to turn to..empty.

I was so frust and feeling lonely at the same time

because of you.

You never get me.

and that is the reason why we can't communicate.

I just feel so disappointed..again.

1 hour of waiting kills everything in me....

Voice

"How come the only way to know how high you get me
is to see how far I fall"