The Hardest Minute in Exam

The hardest minute in exam is when the teacher say:

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"Another five more minutes and I will collect the paper"

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Carnival & Got Milk

On friday i went to Justin's carnival which was at Bukit Jalil...it's a church event so if i'm not mistaken it should be some charity event too...so i went there to look for him and give him a lil support since he has been nice to me =))) When i reached there i saw few Harley Davidson bikes..they loook AMAZING!! You can actually try riding on it by paying RM5 and a lot of ppl were interested with the ride...they sell food, clothes and there's different type of games...it was simply FUN! I get to meet new ppl and BEAT JUSTIN in Wii game..wooohooo!!! Thx to him, i get to have a productive friday *wink*

My Purple Poodle ^^

Mr Justin =p

So on sunday, i'm working in Pavilion for Dutch Lady with a bunch of my friends and my sis..it was a good experience and the time passed kinda fast. The event it's actually about breaking the Malaysia World Record on thousand of ppl drinking milk at the same time on World Milk Day..so yeah..you can imagine how cool is that..the public were being supportive but we have few customers that were !@@$$#^. I got bombarded by few aunties who were so eager to lay their hands on the free milk...haiz...but that will not ruin my day coz I have a lot of nice customers too!! They were being nice to me and all...gahh... the best part bout this work is, i GOT $$ on the spot!! Damn syok!! But i gotta save money..tsk tsk tsk..so i promise myself not to shop for now as I have more important plan ahead of me =)))

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Adore

How was my day?? Let see...i got attacked by this indian guy who is known for being "weird" and "annoying"...how unlucky can I be? I gotta suffer for one and a half hour hearing him talking coz he was sitting beside me...he told me that he will get me a sari as a present?? *hello, i just met you!!* I totally freaked out by him and I know my days will be in hell in future coz I have TWO classes that's same with him!! Baa~ why do i have to bump into weird ppl? He's not the 1st case...T.T my hearts tell me he's a disaster when he sat next to me...*God, please save me!!*

Confession

With all these crazy things that had been going on around me, it's hard for me to not to break down. Sometimes i think i'm insane coz i can be so bi-polar. I can smile in front of someone and cry the next moment. What is wrong with me? I don't wanna be a crying baby..but this emotion is just so hard to control and I slowly give in. I don't even know how to express my feeling out. So here I am..blogging it instead. Some said I gotta share my problems so that I won't feel bad but what do I get form sharing it? Pityness from them? That would be the last thing I need. I know i'm stubborn so i'm sorry if I pissed you off. I tend to shut myself out whenever i'm sad. I'll just lock myself in a room and cry as loud as I want. Recently i've been throwing stuff to release my pain..i know this is bad. I'm just in so much of pain. I even tried smoking. It does makes me feel better but I know this can't be a long term solution. I'm trying to overcome this wound but it's so hard to do it by myself. Even the thought of it could hurt so much....i just need to move away from this place. I'm working hard to achieve this. All I need is patience.

I guess you should know..

I'm the type that forgive but hard to forget. It's in my horoscope...it's time to be rebellious.

Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you.

This is where I stand.

Psychological Test

Which is your favourite Teletubbie...

A. Yellow
B. Purple
C. Green
D. Red

(DECIDE BEFORE SCROLLING DOWN)

Profile for WOMEN
A. If you chose the Yellow Teletubbie.
You are bubbly and cheerful. People come to you when troubled because you always make them feel better about themselves. You are apt to clash with Red Teletubbie people!
B. If you chose the Purple Teletubbie.
You are active and erratic. You have many ideas and set high standards for yourselves and others. Stay away from Green Teletubbie people, they tend to bring you down.
C. If you chose the Green Teletubbie.
You are calm and reliable. Family plays a major role in your life and you often sacrifice your needs to please others. Yellow Teletubbie people are a good match for you.
D. If you chose the Red Teletubbie.
You are bold and emotional. You are fierce in your opinions and quick to anger, but stick by your friends through thick and thin. Purple and Red Teletubbie people are an explosive combination.